hello! first of all wanna greet everyone that Happy New Year Happy 2012! :) now i realize that another 8 more days to Chinese New Year! yay :D and to be frank, i am already in CNY mood since last week. i am not in study mood, all in CNY preparation mood i guess? haha went out for shopping and movies with friends quite frequent lately. hm, not good. should be studying and and revising already right, but i am not. uh oh. oh ya! wanna share that i have bought only 2 new clothes for CNY. is a bit too late right now? i could hardly get those attires that suit me best. uh o.O i bought a shirt from ZARA and one from Bershka, that's it. D: a bit sad. i was supposed to out for CNY clothes with classmates today but something ruined our plan. sadly, i didn't make it. hope they have enjoyed their day :)
Happy Dragon Year 2012 in lunar calender! :D
December 16th 2011 was our SEGi Pharmacy Christmas Party Night! *flash back* we had really really fun times with all the friends around, laughs were here and there. some photos to be shared right here :D
Celine, Jennifer, Bob Bob, Anchalee, Esthy and Beatrice.
( we were playing with the fan, and Lourene was at? )
here is the picture taken with nano pico Lourene :) :P
and nevertheless our pants off Santa Claus JD! you rocked the night man!
AHA! :) another fun and memorable one! :D had a trip to Malacca during Christmas with my childhood friends on 24th to 26th of December. we knew each other since we were born! no joke okay! for example, hmmph i am 20 now and Leng is 18 now, so we have known each other for 18 years! :D our friendship grows with our age! :) we spent our childhood times together, we are like siblings, like sisters that know each other quite well. i feel thankful to have you girls in my life :) don't end our friendship okay? i wouldn't let our friendship dies, i want it to grow old with us! :)
all-girls trip. pity the only guy Kaxing. haha :)
epic jump!
and one of the signature in Malacca
i wonder what kinda wind blows me and makes me feel like blogging a long long one. let's see if i can blog a long long one. since this weekend we have no lab reports to be done and submitted! yeeha! :) okay right, question of the post today, what are friends? does anyone have definition on that? i guess no. everyone defines friends as in different ways. to me, friends are important. friends are not tools for you to be used to get your own benefits and not for you to take advantages on. a friend in need is a friend indeed. this is so damn true which everyone agrees with it right? but that's super hard to get someone like this. i don't need such a friend who doesn't even care about the feelings of the people around. i don't need such a friend that can always just crap bullshit talk without thinking and thus hurt the people around. why do they exist and they can be so selfish? should be saying this to myself, stop being so naive. everyone is selfish, including myself. treat yourself better. don't think everyone thinks the same as you, you appreciate doesn't mean that others are appreciating your friendship too. they don't even wanna give a f*** on what is happening, how things go on around, how when people behave a bit weirder than usual. don't live in your own world, please don't expect us to us enter your world. we change for the world, not the world changes for us. i have no idea but this feeling really sucks which burst me into tears for few times. when you start crying, you should ask yourself, do you care? if you cry, that means you care. yes, i think i care but every time the images how people treat me play on my mind, my heart starts teaching me, get up so you won't get hurt anymore, again and again. still, i need to grow, build up my mind, to be a better person who contributes to this society, to everyone around me. i hope i pray hard that 2012 won't be a tough year for me, for us. and also, stop saying 2012 is the end of the world. if it is, let me know earlier. at least i can arrange what should i do. oh ya right! i have got my dream man in my life. huahaha *evil laughs* he is, Lee Minho! *dreaming* should wake up now :)
aww look at his smile! his smile brightens my day! :)