it is wrong

well.. i don't know everything might happen like that.. the only thing i can do is only pretend like i don't see anything.. sometimes i really hate it, i really dislike it.. that feel is killing me, so badly.. i wanted to pretend, i insisted but i didn't.. i can't make it right, i can't make it true, i can't realize it.. everything doesn't move on as what i think.. i feel so bad, i feel so upset.. i wanna slap you! why are you always the one who makes everything so complicated? why must you be the one who makes us feel so uneasy? why can't you just stay away from us? get off! and fuck off! :(