so that day went to zhi hui's funeral.. T.T
well i did endure not to cry already.. i did it!
but when i prayed, i closed my eyes and talked to him..
too beh tahan already, when i opened my eyes, tears were rolling in my eyes! gosh
tak boleh ma!! i endured la sure..
then went to see his "last face"..
well, it didn't look like him anymore.. poor him
it was swollen, and turned purple..
and it was so hard to see, maybe it was caused by the light there..
i looked so long, together with yuen..
after looking at that, i wanted to cry pula.. =.=
tears were rolling and rolling..
what was wrong with me ar? zzz
cry also can't do anything liao de..
after that i left the place.. beh tahan jor
then we went to e-station..
guess who i met? ya i met him
huh.. didn't know what kinda feeling that was..
feel like, hou em song!
got what i mean? i didn't know what was wrong with me that day..
oh of course ya i pretended i didn't see him i didn't know him..
it was same to him too.. i know that..
at first really thought we can be friends..
but yea what he did to me.. oh gosh
i am not that generous not that good!
YES WE ARE NOT FRIENDS! NOT EVEN FRIENDS!
i never thought that i will meet him again one.. never!!
so what feel it was..
yea i am telling myself that i don't care about his things his stuffs anymore..
i was hurt.. and i am fine now.. =)
because i have promised myself,
DO NOT ALLOW ANY MALE TO HURT YOU ANYMORE!
yea can why not? remain single, always single.. =)
i have you all, my family, my housemates, my friends..
i don't want anyone else!!