last night i had a pillow talk with my housemates Shi Chi and Beatrice in my room..
we chit chatted and talked about our stories..
we shared them together.. =)
we had a nice conversation..
well well well..
and ya of course i talked about my stories..
and they were related to him too.. zzz
how long i didn't talk about it? i talked about it last night!
well, what i felt yeah?
i felt weird, and so no words can be used to describe it..
indescribable feeling!
wuu~ i cared about him..
and so however, he was the one whom i cried for, i sad for..
the first one i did so.. and yeah..
it has over, i know it.. =)
maybe it is because he has unblocked me in the facebook?
if i am able to choose, i will rather choose you to block me continuously..
because when the moments you blocked me,
i didn't see anything about you, i didn't know anything about you..
and i had no point to see anything about you..
maybe it was much more better than now.. =)
because sometimes i can see your things on my screen..
and i would feel curious and open them.. hahahaha
at last? i don't know what is happening at all..
and well many things have changed, out of my expectation..
i have not admitted for i am caring about him..
i should say yes because i did..
but then, i won't repeat them, again and again.. =)
my friends around? i guess it is my problem..
i don't like to hang out with my friends like what i did last time..
i don't like to see many things which appear in front of me..
i don't like them, and sometimes i even hate them! the things appeared
it is my problem..
some days i would rather choose to stay at home instead of going out..
stay at home, i can play with my family..
i can "stick" with my parents..
don't know since when i have become so "sticky"..
and i have got homesick..!
but, i like to see and chat with fui chi, suk yuen and big head bra..
don't know why, look at them i can feel so comfy..
chat with them, i can feel the warmth like they are my family..
ouch~ i love them? maybe
about LOVE?
i love XIANG BOB kay..
he is my beloved boyfriend, and i want him only..
i want xiang bob, and tweely..
the rest? study first.. =)