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hi people, it's 25th february saturday 2012 2.05am. i am not back to hometown this weekend. and i should be sleeping right now. my housemates are all sleeping like a pig in their room but i am all alone sitting at the living hall and blogging. i am like doing nothing somehow. i feel so so bad right now. i do not have anyone to talk to. i feel so damn moody right now, for no reason? oh seriously i can't figure out what's wrong with myself. mental problem probably? i guess so. when you fall for someone and he doesn't even know about a single lil thingy about this, this must be a torturing feeling. yes, i am going through this now. i have chosen to be quiet and silent since the beginning of this feeling, and might be till the end of this. i wouldn't choose to let you know, unless you are telling me that you have feeling towards me too. this is a so damn emo post which me myself can't really stand, i feel so damn bad. just so, in a conclusion, I MISS HIM, i really do. that's it.