question from somebody, "why don't you look for a new boyfriend?"
i thought of Beatrice's answer, "why shall we look for them? they will come de ma.."
haha.. Beatrice, this is cute and a bit funny you know..
but slowly, think of this, i really love it!
ya, they will come..
but wait, i need to answer this by myself..
i said "why i need a boyfriend?"
well i don't really have trust on any guy..
you know what,
"it's easy to look for someone you love,
but it's hard to look for someone that loves you more than you love him"
ya absolutely, obviously, totally agree with that!
i am feeling like, like you know,
my heart is fully filled by "don't know how to say".. haha
who doesn't want to look for someone who loves and cares for you,
much much more than yours to him?
who doesn't want a better life instead of living hard?
don't say that, this world is that realistic..
ya almost everyone is materialistic!
but this is the very true and cruel answer from the world!
why must we struggle for something that doesn't worth for us to do so?
we don't need to cry for someone that doesn't care of us..
we really don't need to..
sometimes think of those affairs, they would like killing me..
the feelings are killing me badly..
i wonder one day if i really didn't get married?
sometimes i really hate boys..
they are like, you know that indescribable feeling..
looking them for far apart, walao..
"i really feel like wanna cho him lo" pops out on my mind.. hahahahaha
but, sometimes it is happy to look at handsome guys..
you know haha that feeling of admiration is so damn "yummylicious"!
where i got this word har? =.=
seriously, i don't like my second semester timetable..
you know, tuesday will be free but i will have class on friday!
until evening lagi o~~~~
so i will have less chance to go back to de yi de Temerloh liao..
gonna miss my family so much!
it is torturing.. i hate the timetable! =(