So long my friends!

Hello everyone, HI there! :) how is everyone doing? I have been missing for quite some time, really really some time. Hmmmmm. Guess I need to update my abandoned blog. Did not write for quite a while, so yeah.

Alright, I am now a MPharm Year 3 student in University of Sunderland. As you know I have been here since early of September, so basically I'm here for almost 4 months now. Sunderland is just another small city, nothing special in here. The most famous representative building in Sunderland, I guess is this Stadium of Light. Life here is normal, really nothing much to share about.

Me? I am fine. With my coconut tree. I guess, that's it. :)

Hello!

hello! i am back after away from blog for more than half a year i guess. laptop didn't manage to login to my blog which i don't know why. guess is the google email's fault. HAHA blaming. okay i don't know how to deal with pc okay. i think that's all for this short update. will be blogging when i have the mood to ;)

le 2nd monthsary

last update was? i know i have been repeating this sentence every time i blog. hahaha i know right == but i like to repeat that, because it is really good to be used in my blog posts. well right at this time i am back to update my blog about someone who was once a stranger to me and now it's totally opposite. i guess you know what i mean! ;)

back to few days ago was our 2nd monthsary. yea i know it might be a short period but to me they are all precious times priceless moments. during the day, something really unforgettable happened which will make me remember all the time for the rest of my life. yes, i am not joking i am really serious. something was really shocking which made me really stunned in the heart, it's like my heart just stopped at the moment! and right after that it just like skipped a beat, totally out of its rhythm.

the night before, we were on the phone as usual i guess, i didn't notice anything special from our conversation. it was like normal. how was i supposed to know that something was gonna happen in the next day which made my heart stopped, seriously? our 1st monthsary was just like normal days, we were at different places wishing each other.

that morning i had my daily routine which is breakfast with my parents and then they will send me off to work except for Thursdays. i just worked as usual, did my jobs and stuffs. while it was around 1.55pm *i think*, i was still doing my work for that day which was highlighting the promotion items' price tags. i was standing around the offer bins which are in front of the counter and quite near to the door. normally i wouldn't stand there because that is not a good position. i use to hide at one corner which is cooling and do my works there. it was just that day that hour, i was standing there. a family came in, my "ah yi" went to attend the customer and i continued with my work. after a few minutes, the main door opened again and i looked to the door (that's our normal response because we need to attend the customers). when i looked at that person who came in, i looked back to the shirts, suddenly just nodded and looked back to that person. at the first sight and i looked away, i think i was thinking "why is that guy looks so familiar? that long long guy with a black sling bag, with that smile!" OMG that was him!! REALLY HIM! i just stunned in my heart, like i couldn't believe my eyes!! "AM I DREAMING OMG OMG OMG" i quickly stopped all my works, walked to him and asked "WHY ARE YOU HERE?!" if and only if you can understand how i felt, ya it was that feeling. that super duper big surprised which is enough to make you smile every time you think of it. i then pulled him out of the shop and kept asking "zomok ni hui lai de?!". i was so excited, my heart was beating so fast so fast and my hands were shaking. i had an urge to hug him but i didn't, haha. totally forgot == == == that time was about my break time, 2pm. i quickly went back to the shop to finish up my work before i went back for my lunch break. he was following me standing next to me and looking, my hands were shaking and i couldn't highlight a straight line anymore. at the same time, i kept mumbling "wo hen tao yan ni de lor!" and stared at him. after a few seconds, repeated again "wo zhen de hen tao yan ni de lor!!" and stared at him. he was just smiling and smiling. mouth was saying tao yan but actually the heart already melted. ==" i was totally shocked and didn't know what to say. after that we then back to my shop together. his sudden show up gave my family a big shock too. we then had lunch together and then followed me back to my work till 6pm. haha it's funny when you see a guy works in the baby stuffs outlet == == ==

we spent our time together for our 2nd monthsary :) all the moments we spend together, i cherish all of them! :) thanks for you appearance, the big surprise which really really a big surprise for me! all the efforts and plans you have made you have done for me, i can see them i can feel them. it's not easy to come all the way from klang to temerloh alone when you don't even know the road and everything. i know you know i have been hoping for this, when we are at different places thinking of each other. but i really never knew that it will just happen so sudden without me knowing any single detail about it. you have really successfully given me a big surprise which is your mission. your mission accomplished baby!

thanks for your appearance in my life, making me feel showing me how we should be treated like. :) with loves.

Far far away :)

hi ya! i am back to update my blog so it wouldn't look so dead! :) ya it's my summer holiday now and i have been spending my days at hometown :) to be frank, i have done nothing yet. one month has just passed like that. i planned to study during this long holiday but seems like i don't even touch a single sheet of notes! just saying i guess. hahaha. i'm just done with drama On Call 36 Hours. i know i am outdated but what to do since i have just got my drama? LOL i don't mind as long as i can watch and i have finished watching it now. okay, it burst me into tears for many times, i admit kay. it's so embarrassing that i cried for so so many times, averagely about 10 times per episode, of course at the almost end of the drama, like last 10 episodes of the drama == what for making myself suffer and watch this kinda drama == == == anyway, it is a nice drama obviously, i like it :)

okay back to the topic, in this post i am gonna share about my trip to Johor Bahru, Singapore and that "accident" lunch at Malacca! :) this trip has left for me lotsa good memories with the love one and of course lotsa unforgettable memories with my friends which to be noted and remembered FOREVER. hahahahaha it can still make me laugh whenever i think of it! i am so damn silly i know, can still laugh alone right here == 4 of us went to JB, he drove and stayed at our friend's house at JB. she was our tour guide throughout the trip! thank you very much! :) we took bus to Singapore and took MRT to wherever we wanna go which saved a lot of costs for us! :) duration of this trip was 4 days 3 nights and we spent 2 days in Singapore! first day arrived at JB and spent our day there, second day at Universal Studio, third day at Bugis Junction and Orchard Road and lastly fourth day at JB and also Malacca! :) alright, here is some pictures! :) we were so lucky that the weather was so damn nice when we went to Universal Studio! :D

that's me with Universal Studio entrance ticket and the "Earth". LOL

so 5 of us here :)

the love :)

*that guy spoiled the picture ==*

smile and show your double chin!! :D

Orchard Road with us ;)

the most awesome and best breakfast at JB! :)

at Malacca with the Christ Church :)

late yummylicious lunch at Malacca Jonker Street,

le Nyonya Asam Laksa!

end of the trip, and byeeeee! :D

HOOOOOOOOOLIDAY!

here our pharmacy level 1 comes to an end. yes we are just done with our final exam and now we are flying!! :D yay!! here our holiday starts but it is not gonna be a real holiday for me though, i have lotsa things to do. hmmph alright still. ngek ngek. i have been spending my time like i-don't-know-what-i-wanna-do, seriously. this is really a replacement for our sleepless nights prepared for the scary shit finals and so, sleep as much as i want! now, we are free! i am just wandering the house here, walk in and out of my room, staring at the lappie screen, don't know what to do next. anyway, gonna back to hometown next week. gonna shift everything back, yes almost everything but not all. haha. good holiday but so bad that i am gonna miss baby so much. :(

OSCE

hello! i guess the previous update was like weeks ago? i guess :) right here today just wanna have an short update maybe. well, MPharm Year 1 is ending, and all of us are sitting for stressful exams which kill us, sort of. just had an OSCE (Objective Structural Clinical Examination) today which is about taking the medication, CVS, respiratory and GI history of the patient, responding to their symptoms and also blood pressure taking. HAHA. about the blood pressure taking, LOL! i am gonna laugh at myself out loud!! omg i have never seen someone smart like me. how are you gonna listen to the systolic and diastolic pressure of the patient without turning on the stethoscope. == smart giler. i was too damn nervous, and was like blank. i did quite well in bp taking station during mock OSCE, i guess. but why i screwed it up when it comes to the real exam. that's funny, really funny. other stations i did okay, the time given was like okay lar almost enough for me but not really enough in GI station. and the patient was like, hmmmm too good in acting? i cannot tahan, i wanna laugh. :) overall still okay, but i think i will fail because of the bp station. hmmm why so smart, why so smart. but something really funny is that i managed to get the bp of the patient == since i can't hear anything, or maybe i heard only lil bit noise but i don't know what sound is that, i just stared at the mercury see how it "jumps" and there goes the systolic and diastolic pressure == i bet the examiner heard nothing. == i was totally forgotten to check if i had on the stethoscope or not. == == == i am speechless of myself, SPEECHLESS. well, if i failed, go back for resit on Thursday then. all the best, AGAIN. == next Monday will be another tough exam, oral test or so called viva. that kills, really. good luck lahhh! :)

for you :)

" I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' 'bout you

I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waitin' all my life, and now I found you

I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you "

you stole my heart, you should return it back to me.

otherwise you have to take good care of it.

make sure you don't break it, okay? :)

thanks for your presence in my life :)

we grow :)

i love looking at the old pictures.

i love flashing back how we got to know each other.

i love recalling back how we were strangers to friends till now.

i love how we are.

i love how we use to be.

you are my magnesium trisilicate. :)

you know what i mean, i know you know that i know you know it. :)

:)

要是我们都在偷偷的喜欢着对方 那该有多好 :)

i love this shin chan's eyebrows :)

an emo one.

notice: this is an emo post. for those who don't like to read emo post or something related, please close this page. thank you.

hi people, it's 25th february saturday 2012 2.05am. i am not back to hometown this weekend. and i should be sleeping right now. my housemates are all sleeping like a pig in their room but i am all alone sitting at the living hall and blogging. i am like doing nothing somehow. i feel so so bad right now. i do not have anyone to talk to. i feel so damn moody right now, for no reason? oh seriously i can't figure out what's wrong with myself. mental problem probably? i guess so. when you fall for someone and he doesn't even know about a single lil thingy about this, this must be a torturing feeling. yes, i am going through this now. i have chosen to be quiet and silent since the beginning of this feeling, and might be till the end of this. i wouldn't choose to let you know, unless you are telling me that you have feeling towards me too. this is a so damn emo post which me myself can't really stand, i feel so damn bad. just so, in a conclusion, I MISS HIM, i really do. that's it.

14 - 02 - 2012 = 0

hi world! hi friends! hi readers! hi everyone! :3 here i am back again for this valentine's day post :D as everyone knows that today is 14-02-2012 right, i know right == to most of the couples, today is a very special very extraordinary day, so called Valentine's Day. :) it is meant for valentines! whereas for most of the singles, em today is just a normal Tuesday as well? to me it isn't a normal Tuesday okay :) can be like "friendship day"? sounds like so my secondary school life! :D here comes again, Happy Valentine's Day!! :) have a great celebration ahead with your loved ones k :D

em. but do you wanna see me? do you wanna see? WANT?! alright, just show you for a while k :P well this is ME! a forever alone face! hahaha :3 not crying one okay, is just a normal forever alone face :) is better with a yaoming's face! and eyebrows!! ;)

to be frank, i have valentine too okay. :P she is my lovable baby Tweely who has been accompanying me since i was 8 years old till now! imagine, count! how old is she now? :) ya she can get her identity card by this year! ;) right? she is such a lovely girl who never ever leave me alone whenever i need someone. she can listen me, just so quietly (i know she is a doll, she won't talk! ==) without any complains. i love her, just the way i am. and she loves me, just the way she is. :) my lifetime partner :3

this morning, i had a really sampat gehpo idea! i bought Julie's love letter last week when i went for groceries shopping, and i decided to bring to class and share with my classmates! mostly all of them got my love letter! got my love! but there's still some exceptions == some just didn't wanna eat. :( they don't want my love? D: so sad.

back to the main point of this post. :) to me today is not a normal Tuesday because i had spent my great lunch at Chili's in One Utama with my best classmates! :3 they are just too awesome in their way! :) i love having my dear friends around, who can make me laugh just for nothing, who can make me smile by looking at them. i know there's no perfect person, but i believe those imperfections can make things perfect, just like some might make our relationships closer, heart to heart :)

everyone looks so happy in this picture! i like this! :)

ini Lourene, apa? haha funny face but i like it ;)

that's babe Jennifer and i :) she's a sweetie pie! she's so cute! :D

Celine and i oh muah! :P i love you! :3

they are my favorite girls! *hearts*

(my another girl wasn't here, she is back to her hometown! she had dengue fever! D:)

when i first arrived at my desk this morning, i saw this thing was "standing" there on my desk. at first i was like hm whose? i didn't look at it until my friend said "bob bob this is yours!" and i was like "uh mine oh". got a bit surprise of this chocolate muffin. i know this is from someone, that someone :) i know is you, i know is you ;) i knew is you! many of us got this muffin from a special a caring friend of us! i'm not gonna say who is that, but i know it's you! :) thanks a lot for this muffin! thanks for the cares you have given to me all these while! :) i really appreciate you my dear :)

the letter came with the muffin! :) seriously, i love this quote :3

and this is a present for my sister :) aww that's so sweet that i got a rose from mac city! hahaha so sweet! :P it's good to shop during valentine's day because you might get roses! HAHAHA forever alone ==

micro NANO pico :)

almost at the ending part of this post for today :D just wanna share some random pictures of mine! *awsh i can't stand myself hahaha* the most recent look of mine ;)

friend's doggy Woody and i (he is so so cute okay!)

*wanna show off my favorite leopard print!* :P

and my hair is LONG now, LONG okay! no longer a boy look :P

(still behaving like a boy either ==)

kon ngai eh biceps! biceps okay BICEPS!

first Starbucks in my life! no joke :P

(allergic to caffeine, so can't drink coffee right which can cause me breathlessness!)

AND this is my favorite food Nando's! :O *craving for it now omg*

it's valentine's day today, valentine's day. *stop repeating okay* i have something wanna say. :( if and only if i were given a chance to tell, i will just tell you how i feel for you! but it's just "if and only if". there's no way, no chance of letting you know this truth. might just wanna let wind blows this away, everything will just fade. but right now, i am telling this, listen carefully, YOU is YOU! "hey! i like you! i love the way how you make me smile, the way you make me laugh like i am totally image lost. i don't care about all these, because you really make me more to be like the real me, showing the truest side of mine. i, really like you." *cause you're amazing, just the way you are* my goodness, so dramatic. ==

Chap Goh Mei

today is the last day of Chinese New Year 2012, which means it's chap goh mei. they said it is also known as Chinese valentine's day. well i don't know about this, but all i know is, it reminds me of forever alone. == alright. haha. em, the Chinese valentine's day is about the single girls can get a mandarin orange, write down the name and phone number, then throw it into the pond or somewhere. and then those single guys will get one mandarin orange from that pond or that somewhere and call up that "lucky" girl then meet up? HAHAHA well i don't know. i have never been to this kinda event or celebration. i spent my whole day chap goh mei at home with my family, and also my phone, my lappie and my money. but why money? i wonder why. hmmmm. hahaha. :P

anyway, i was quite enjoying myself during the CNY at home. eat sleep play, eat sleep play. that's it. hahaha live like a boss. got to get closer with friends who weren't that close before this. glad of that :)

here comes another valentine's day, 14th of February 2012. it is my another forever alone day. hm hell NO! it is official forever alone. hahaha. appreciate every single day somehow. :) peace :D

Hello 2012, new year!

hello! first of all wanna greet everyone that Happy New Year Happy 2012! :) now i realize that another 8 more days to Chinese New Year! yay :D and to be frank, i am already in CNY mood since last week. i am not in study mood, all in CNY preparation mood i guess? haha went out for shopping and movies with friends quite frequent lately. hm, not good. should be studying and and revising already right, but i am not. uh oh. oh ya! wanna share that i have bought only 2 new clothes for CNY. is a bit too late right now? i could hardly get those attires that suit me best. uh o.O i bought a shirt from ZARA and one from Bershka, that's it. D: a bit sad. i was supposed to out for CNY clothes with classmates today but something ruined our plan. sadly, i didn't make it. hope they have enjoyed their day :)

Happy Dragon Year 2012 in lunar calender! :D

December 16th 2011 was our SEGi Pharmacy Christmas Party Night! *flash back* we had really really fun times with all the friends around, laughs were here and there. some photos to be shared right here :D

Celine, Jennifer, Bob Bob, Anchalee, Esthy and Beatrice.

( we were playing with the fan, and Lourene was at? )

here is the picture taken with nano pico Lourene :) :P

and nevertheless our pants off Santa Claus JD! you rocked the night man!

AHA! :) another fun and memorable one! :D had a trip to Malacca during Christmas with my childhood friends on 24th to 26th of December. we knew each other since we were born! no joke okay! for example, hmmph i am 20 now and Leng is 18 now, so we have known each other for 18 years! :D our friendship grows with our age! :) we spent our childhood times together, we are like siblings, like sisters that know each other quite well. i feel thankful to have you girls in my life :) don't end our friendship okay? i wouldn't let our friendship dies, i want it to grow old with us! :)

all-girls trip. pity the only guy Kaxing. haha :)

epic jump!

and one of the signature in Malacca

i wonder what kinda wind blows me and makes me feel like blogging a long long one. let's see if i can blog a long long one. since this weekend we have no lab reports to be done and submitted! yeeha! :) okay right, question of the post today, what are friends? does anyone have definition on that? i guess no. everyone defines friends as in different ways. to me, friends are important. friends are not tools for you to be used to get your own benefits and not for you to take advantages on. a friend in need is a friend indeed. this is so damn true which everyone agrees with it right? but that's super hard to get someone like this. i don't need such a friend who doesn't even care about the feelings of the people around. i don't need such a friend that can always just crap bullshit talk without thinking and thus hurt the people around. why do they exist and they can be so selfish? should be saying this to myself, stop being so naive. everyone is selfish, including myself. treat yourself better. don't think everyone thinks the same as you, you appreciate doesn't mean that others are appreciating your friendship too. they don't even wanna give a f*** on what is happening, how things go on around, how when people behave a bit weirder than usual. don't live in your own world, please don't expect us to us enter your world. we change for the world, not the world changes for us. i have no idea but this feeling really sucks which burst me into tears for few times. when you start crying, you should ask yourself, do you care? if you cry, that means you care. yes, i think i care but every time the images how people treat me play on my mind, my heart starts teaching me, get up so you won't get hurt anymore, again and again. still, i need to grow, build up my mind, to be a better person who contributes to this society, to everyone around me. i hope i pray hard that 2012 won't be a tough year for me, for us. and also, stop saying 2012 is the end of the world. if it is, let me know earlier. at least i can arrange what should i do. oh ya right! i have got my dream man in my life. huahaha *evil laughs* he is, Lee Minho! *dreaming* should wake up now :)

aww look at his smile! his smile brightens my day! :)

Last day for 2011, last post for 2011

as everyone knows that today, 31/12/2011 is the very last day for 2011. ya, the very last day. :) trying to recall back what i did throughout the year. *nicole, as you asked in your blog, haha* i had gone through so much, and thanks for everything, people. i know i am not that good girl that everyone likes, but i am still me, the very original Cammie Bob Bob that you guys know. :) ups and downs, but never frown. got that almost-is guy, but at last ended up with nothing. admit, sometimes i really did miss you but i did not tell you, even though i received texts from you. i know you care for me, same goes to me. i appreciate you. :) well i am so lazy to blog right now. as you can see it is EARLY MORNING right now. haha i should just go to bed before my papa mama wake up and find that i am still awake her for reports. right here then i wish i can have a better 2012, everything just goes on smoothly like i wish. friends, have a great new year eve celebration! don't get drunk, be careful. ;) wish you guys dreams come true, and the last but not least, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :) *i have no wish for getting a boyfriend, haha* :)

Christmas Break

hi readers. :) seems like i have abandoned my blog AGAIN for 2 months? ya i am back to update my blog. am having Christmas break right now at home, 2 weeks of holiday! but i seriously don't think this is holiday. we have tons of reports to submit within these 2 weeks. i bet this drives all of us crazy right. well right, am going to have Christmas celebration at Malacca! yay i can't wait cause we are going to celebrate with our childhood friends! whee :) childhood friends whom know each other for, i think same age with me? haha long right. can't wait to meet her, one of them. she shifted to Kuantan and we didn't meet each other for so damn long time! can't wait :) gonna have fun fun time with you girls! like how we used to spend our childhood days with each other? yay :D

Hello :)

hello friends! well no special stuffs to be blogged over here today. hmph okay okay :) just feel like sharing things happen around me over here! :D currently i'm addicted to a facebook game named Smurfs & Co. haha i know it is such a boring game to many of you, even my little cousin also said to me "har? yuen yuen jiejie, you got play this smurfs game? nice meh? cutting trees only." when he saw my facebook apps linked at my homepage. aha how sad it is. but then i don't know why i just like to play it. i even play many smurfs games in our iPad too. they are smurfs village, smurfs grabber. haa so sad la why am i still so childish. but i don't care, as long as i am happy with what i am and who am i. that's it :)

too upset to tell that we have a test a.k.a "quiz" on next Monday. :( it occupies 15% of our final marks! D: i don't want i don't want! i am so scared of the test, it is our first test in our degree! i don't like it! it really stress me out and i don't know why! :'( we can only pass if we score 70% and above. this is crazy you know, 70% considers as pass. PASS! this is crazy. those who can't pass the test will be required to resit the test on the coming Friday. well, UoS lecturer told our lecturer to ask us to take it easy, it is just a quiz to test our understanding on the course and a feedback. but then they have consolidation week for this so called "test" and resit session. this is crazy. UoS said that they know that we won't take it easy because Malaysian students are very kiasu. omg what la, it is not because of kiasu okay. it is because we care! :( it will really affect our final marks! final marks by the end of the first year. i don't want, can or not? :'( well so stop being annoyed by the test and start studying. work hard, study hard and smart! all the best and good luck to myself. although i know that i will be at the resit session on Friday. haha! ==

and, now i wanna share some happy stuffs okay :D smile :) i fall in love with Taylor Swift's *You Belong With Me* music video! i know i am a bit outdated. haha no it's because i saw it on youtube lately since i didn't watch it when the song was newly released. haha i really really like that music video so much! it means a lot a lot! :) especially for the single girls. haha and also Leehom's *Still In Love With You* music video. oh gosh i got stunned when i saw the first scene Leehom appeared in the music video. i was like *faints* when i saw him. omg he is really my prince charming okay. he is really perfect! i can't stand the hotness and perfectness in him! omg omg omg *dying* can i hug you Leehom? == dreaming. haha got so sampat lately and saw a guy's picture that i have already shared in facebook. the guy i-don't-know-who-he-is is so handsome! with tough body, nice look, and he cooks! omg this is a perfect man. perfect man who girls want and "eager" for ( i said so cause i am the one hahaha ). he is so perfect! one word, PERFECT. can i have a boyfriend like that in the future? :( *praying hardly* hahaha okay i know it is impossible to get a guy like that. so i would just get him in my dream. he should take off his shirt once he gets home to show off his nicely build body to me! hahaha and i am so sure i will appreciate hahaha. okay, gotta stop here and go get one now! haha *just kidding*

goodbye friends :) see ya again in the next post. :D

MPharm

hey ya everyone, friends and readers. it has really really been a quite long time since my last update in this blog? yea guess so but i'm not gonna abandon it. :) was busying for new course stuffs and things like that. new house things really drive me crazy. and finally we could have made it, got internet access at home. not streamyx, but p1. don't really like it but nothing to do with it. :) life is always like that, the harder it is, the better we are. thanks for giving me all the chances to learn all these. at last i would gain more. yea really feel tired but no point. :)

i know pharmacy won't be an easy course to be studied, so i would just do my very best here. other than that i don't think anything is more important since i ain't that kinda smart girl who can score flying flying FLYING colors without putting any efforts into it. *blessing* :) and so GLAD to say that we have a good looking senior here. ;) he looks good but please don't smile. haha i know it is really mean but i still have to say that! LOL!

"pretty boy, you look really good in your cool face ; pretty boy, you look like uncle in your smiley face!"

LMFAO ROFL! sorry but this is the truth, aha! :P and, i have a singer classmate here! she's cool :)

An Update

so fine, hey ya everyboooooody! :) guess so, some of you know that i got dengue fever last month and i got admitted into Sime Darby Medical Centre for 5 nights.. oh damn 5 nights were horror nights.. they reminded me that i was admitted into hospital, the same hospital too when i was 13 years old.. that time was appendix operation.. those nights were terrible too! can't stand them.. so, don't be sick anymore.. it is no fun no fun NO FUN AT ALL! no joke.. we stay we live so pray hard to be healthy! healthy is the greatest wealth.. :)

and because of that, i quit from the job, AGAIN.. dad asked me better stay home, help him? haha i help sometimes when the shop needs me, to be honest.. HAHA! help in the house works.. yeah no denies, i am a lazy girl.. uh, no fate in working outside.. AHA! =.=

time passes too fast and next monday is my birthday! o.O my 19th birthday! :) nothing special about that, birthday will be the same for every year.. :) and next month, i will start my mPharm in same UC, SEGi..! it hasn't started but i have started to scare about it.. hope i won't be stressed out, haha! cause i am stupid enough for all these.. =.= but what really stressed me out was the house renting problem.. i was really so stressed out before this.. but at last i settled all of them.. we are always born to do all these works.. stop complaining this and that to me.. that's it.. :)

Who Says

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
Hey!
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
C'mon on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you.
You tell 'em what you mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/selena_gomez/who_says.html ]
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
C'mon on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?
Who says you're not presidential?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don't pass the test?
Who says you can't be the best?
Who said?
Who said?
Won't you tell me who said that?
Yeah, oh
Who said?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says your not beautiful?
Who says?

in return

hi mates.. it seems to be like i was away from this blog for quite a long time.. hmph, months i guess so? ya months.. and honestly, i was so damn busy? not really.. i was so damn free in the past few months.. :)

i traveled to Spain and Portugal with my parents and some relatives.. :) oh seriously it was a really really marvelous and awesome trip! superb! :) mmm, i'm not going to post the photos here, so just visit my facebook then! ;) thanks! teehee.. what i love the most in Spain is that their traditional food Paella! love love LOVE! they are love!! :D

well i ain't really good in expressing myself and whatsoever i don't care i don't mind i don't wanna give a **** okay.. just so, don't need to stay tuned for my next post, guess so i am not going to update this blog that often.. :) i'm going to start working by tomorrow! 18/7/2010 at a shop somewhere in Temerloh! ;) i was working in a bakery-like shop.. it sells flours and things like that, everything relates to baking bla bla blah.. i stopped working due to allergic.. uh oh, poor girl AHAHA! eyes were so itchy all day long, sneezed around non stop, so unhygienic right.. bluah! that's why, I QUIT! :) and currently will be working at a shop relates to babies ;) wish me luck, tadahh! ;)

erh hmph, and last paragraph will be about.. someone hell yeah someone.. got that someone here right now.. i don't know what's wrong with you, which wind blows you like what, what makes you behave and whatsoever, i guess you always behave like that! :P i don't care what the **** you are trying to mess with me and now imma tell you one time.. :) my life is now pretty good, and if you are so jealous with me.. i think you need to get a slap on your face by yourself maybe.. i live for myself not you and my life so will be damn GOOD even without your presence! so you can move far far away from me, I DON'T CARE! remember that, as always, keep in mind,

"People will talk about you when they envy you and the life you live. Let them talk, you affected their life, they don't affect yours..!" ;) *wink*